Tuesday, May 20, 2014

Scientific Irony

Yes, it seems both sad and ironic that so many "scientists" still don't have the perception to connect the dots. As if the it's only the Bible or the science is real. As if it is a black and white choice and only they have the answers. When will they catch up and stop pretending that so many theories are not just sold as facts out of comfort and to the masses to keep the system in place?That we are told what we are supposed to believe. You'd think this would be so easy to figure out, especially if they are so "smart".

I've got short circuits in my head.

Occasionally and about the same time I become a bit relieved that I believe I am doing well again I'll still find myself less distracted from being uncomfortable with myself. 

Shakespeare was the last man to express honest politics. - Jeff Mitchell

Shakespeare was the last man to express honest politics. 
- Jeff Mitchell

Hey Shake!

Shakespeare, where are you in the 21st century? Our language requires even more brilliance, untwisted meaning, and brutal wisdom to make a huge leap and real difference in order to find the uncomfortable and honest truths in a sick and strange world gone mad. There is still some hope, please help.

Beware of science and politics, at once

While we are on such topics, it is coming to light for a number of years now that science and "scientific fact" are in crisis. Just google it. There is a new paradigm at work based simply on at least three premises. 
First, scientists are realizing they know less and less and "facts" have and will continue to change. 
Second, theories such as evolution, Big Bang, and molecular are theories and by definition unproven. 
And lastly, all research requires funding from parties that have an interest in the outcome. 

All this can be argued, but that is the point too, so at minimum even being partly true establishes that the "scientific method" is less than objective. Humans are less than objective, theories are unproven, and scientific research is paid for by interests. 

"Beware of both science and politics at once because it is you that may be a specimen in the control group" 

Laugh at me, please

Please laugh at me if you are not able to laugh with me. I'll pretend not to notice the difference and I'll also pretend not to notice that you laughed so hard that your drink came out of through your nose. Here's a napkin.

Pathetic human example

He was incurably decent and likable. He was so nuts that he could actually wake up and inspire the most chronically pessimistic of  jerks. He was a pathetic example of normal human behavior. He was happy.

Relationship Down

It's crazy. The smallest thing. I'm the one who kisses my wife and the times she reaches out to kiss me in extremely rare. 
Seems silly to bring up and I'm the guy but... Tired of it. She'll read a book and then be proactive about our relationship but otherwise it could be non-existent if I back off. I've seen it. Please don't do my laundry I've said many times and she'll make a meal for me and then I'm an ass if I don't eat it. 
What am I a slave, robot, standard operating husband as written about in a textbook? Screw this crap. 
I am taking back me now. 
Others need to live up. 

Swingsandroundabouts

This group is a life saver as I float out in "real life". Thank You All. 
I can write and express and then am so very much less likely to explode instead of holding it all in, which is always an unbelievable and embarrassing mess. 

Being able to connect in such a closed group absolutely helps my mental health in a big way.

A life time is nothing

Life and death are the same. You either know this now or you will know this now. To disagree is the cure. And you thought these were only words. We've been waiting for you to read this. You'll thank yourself later. 

Down to the electron

Humans decode information received by their brain and see a very very tiny portion of the full spectrum of light, and what we are suppose to see. Same for sound. 
We are being told what to believe. 
Religion and science are both beliefs and are complimentary. 
Time is an idea. 
Scientists do not know what gravity is. 
Atoms are not solid. 
Humans are spirits in biological space suits. 
We are not our bodies.

A request for the simple

Dear God,
Please allow these simple things to come to pass. 
Impatient as of late while working very hard to maintain a very consistent income that is more than enough to exceed struggling and pay all bills, debts, pets, necessities, retirement saving, health needs, and to give to my Parents and Daughter and others in need.

Rust to Gold

 I am not sure why but, regardless of my medication, my suffering is the best thing that inspires me if I am tuned into my best self and even better if I manage to combine it with my sense of humor. At least today this my best theory about who I am. So I get mania and then depression and it is normal for me and this is me.

Conversation with anger

It's complicated. It would be normal to be paranoid and jealous. Huge. Just talk about it with him. Start the conversation anywhere. Have the conversation anyway but ... just know if you don't bring this up and even if you do bring this up that asking him to explain it DOES NOT mean he can put words to it,,, meaning - please don't confuse his inability to explain with guilt or confession. This has got to be difficult to explain and communicate with wisdom and words are extremely likely to sound typical and suspicious. Please don't ask questions in a way that will lead you straight away to buying a shovel. 
This last sentence was a joke that crosses ones mind out of discomfort. 
Only kill him if you don't have any other choice. That second last sentence was meant to be a joke. What?!? 
Best of luck. Yes, very good and yet tricky and highly personal and subjective question. ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,

Best advice I can think of for this - bring it up and laugh about it with him as much as possible. Laugh about each "hypothetical" scenario. Yeah, best approach. That is my recommendation.

Pleasing Destruction

I slowed down and pushed hard into the guard rail. Metal on metal. Yellow against grey galvanized. Stopped. I was wide awake. Then I put my right turn signal on. I got out, walked around to see the damage and I was satisfied. 

NYC Amnesia

I was born in NYC, now live in Southern California, and have existed in a state of seeking distraction from my moods for as long as I can remember. I was born yesterday everyday and amnesia my cure after all. 

Most Aware

Mental Illness - the name given to insinuate that those with thoughts and emotions and behaviors that are not "normal" are defective. Also, referred to as "a chemical imbalance in the brain", mental illness just may be an indication that a person refuses to accept the big lies of society that have been passed down and widely accepted including but not limited to: biological, financial, medical, educational, and political. 
Therefore, it is ironic that the current modern medical and psychiatric used to protect those from themselves and society may actually be in error. And although this is theory is controversial, the evidence is accumulating that it may prove that the majority of those that suffer, with "mental illness" and are currently medicated, may just be the humans most aware of the truth.

Coin Kept

If you were walking to a high school dance at age 15 and possibly going to meet a person you will marry and stop outside because you are afraid and decide to flip a coin and decide that heads you will go in and tails you will go back home but the coin falls down into the storm drain and is gone. 
What do you do?


If you never flip the coin your options remain open. 

Innocence Tossed

So many things are made up and accepted as fact that if one is decent and nearly innocent that one will skip over malicious and strategic attempts to control others. 
So, are you aware or are you one of the others?
Evil does not follow the golden rule. Evil takes huge advantage of honesty and decently. 
Please be still, listen, and be more and more aware. 
It is worth your time. 
You are not alone. 
Best wishes and safety

Human Illness

After I walked past the mirror again, I became so embarrassed because I looked like a human being. The human race still kills its own kind and pretends to understand its own existence. 

The galactic symptoms of lack of confidence and self-hate. Lost in complete fear. How sad.